来自网友【Dodos 🐰♥】的评论Everything's going well recently. I haven’t thought of Nate or those days with him for a long time until just now. I’m watching a show called Atypical on Netflix these days. At the end of this episode, that the kids’ parents sitting in their car driving home with laughter, and I couldn’t help smile at it. Suddenly the BGM started, I heard the first 2 seconds and I already knew what the song was. First Day of My Life by Bright Eyes. It is the song Nate recommended to me a couple of years ago and I remember vividly that we were listening to it laying in bed in my apartment. I listen to the song whenever I miss him afterward. It’s become a habit but I barely told people about it.The memories just flashed back to me, wistfully. I had tears in my eyes watching the scene. It happened to be the ending of this episode, so the song lasted for a while. It’s kinda ironic. I just posted a picture saying how satisfied I’m with my life and the next second I became nostalgic. I don’t miss that life as much as I used to do but I just realized I do really really miss some parts of it. How I wish I could tell him from my mouth about those feelings I have. But I can’t. I will never get the chance to tell that very person. It’s just regretful.
